Thursday, May 19, 2011

It's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right ..

Hey there .. I know my Science results alr . Did quite well . Got some problems up my head .. But one of them is a secret . Can't tell . But it has be frustrating me alot . Trying to get over it these few days , and am coping well . Haizz .. I don't know if Dad will scold me for my maths failure badly .. I hope he doesn't .. I'm really afraid . I've sort of been acting not worried about it in front of my friends - they are worse than me . But I'm actually really afraid inside my heart . Wish someone could tell me , everything's okay . Wish someone would assure me . But no one did . I fake smiles to my friends , trying to comfort them . I really don't know what I can do . But acting .. it eventually becomes real . Thn when my friends are feeling better , we have a laugh together . And I feel much better . And .. there are some problems that I'm avoiding .. And I think it's the best to do that . Some things , are best to be kept a secret .

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