Blow the candles out .

Hey yo ! Went for first holiday maths enrichment lesson todae ! Had a change of teachers again ! >.< Had loads of fun !! Rocked with music todae ! Party Rock Anthem especially ! Shah shuffled alot ! He danced , shuffled and sang todae ! Really funny , hahah ! There will be short entries nowadays , `cuz thr isn't much to talk about and I don't have much time to blabber much . So that's all for now , buh byes ! muaxx , Shermin (;
Song - Candles .

What Are Words ?

Went out todae with Clarice & her parents to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 !! Had loads of fun !! ^.^ Went for lunch and a little shopping before watching the movie ! (: Bought some stationaries and a new book for my comics . Had a laugh with Clarice . And her mum . Didn't talk much to her dad . Her mum's really friendly ! (: The movie's great ! Recommended to watch !! (: Gotta go ! xoxo , Shermin (;
Song - What are words

Don't Forget

Haizz .. My performance sucked ! I sank a bit out of tune .. I suck ! )': I've got so little votes only .. Only 6 . I really sucked eh ? See , nobody likes it . It sucks . My singing sucks . I get it . I won't get into finals . I know . I don't know why , that wasn't my normal voice . I don't usually sing like that . I guess I'm too nervous . Oh god , it sucks so much !!!!
Am going to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 with Clarice tmr . Am quite excited . But I'm also worried about the competition . I don't wanna call ppl to vote for me . I wan them to vote themselves . I don't wanna force . Because what's the point getting into finals with those forced votes , and nobody even truely like your singing ? I really hope to get more votes ! )':
xoxo ,
Shermin
Song - Don't forget .

I'm only me when I'm with you (:

Heyy there ! It's my big day tmr ! Am gonna perform !! (: Am excited !! (: And also nervous , of course ! Hope I get some votes (: One of my best friends fell down todae , and sprained her ankle ! ): And couldn't walk . 2 teachers and my friend [ plus me (: ] help carry her down . From 4th floor to 1st floor !! Oh god , it's tiring ! She's quite okay now , went to the doctor . Had her ankle bandaged . Had maths enrichment class todae , I was shifted to another class ! ): But it's still fun . More fun thn thy previous one, in fact (:
Gotta go now , byes ! Muaxx ! :DD
Song - I'm only me when I'm with you .

Don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action ..

2 more days , I'll be performing on stage . I'm getting more nervous everyday . I really hope I don't make any mistakes . Am really scared !! Have chosen what to wear already . Argh ! I'm shivering now at the thought of going on stage , and making mistakes . Oh my , should stop thinking bad now . It's making me get break into a nervous wreck ! Am currently in School Comp lab during Chinese lesson again . And it's chaotic . The boys are seriously polluting the air with noise . Really noisy now . Have done my work , and now updating blog . Argh ! So noisy it's distracting ! I should type fast , time is tight . Haizz , have been drawing a lot lately and I love it . Really relaxing . Oh , also surfing around at www.ecareers.sg . Trying to realise my dreams . That website's a bit of help . Hmm , been using the D5000 Nikon Camera a lot recently and enjoyed it ! Maybe I should think of being a photographer . (: But I wanna draw !! No , design . I like designing . (: Aiyooz !! Dunno luh ! Dun wan think le luh ! Just focus on my own interests now , which are those mention above - Drawing , designing & photography . Those are just interests . Not gonna think of jobs for the time-being . I should be thinking of PSLE & Sec Schools , not jobs ! Eek . Think I would join Chinese Orchestra in Sec Sch . I miss the instruments soooooo muchhy !! Just had a glance at all those people around me . All playing Facebook games !! Oh my , is it that fun ? I don't think so anymore . Nothing really exciting to play . Nothing to update on Twitter either . So what should I do ? Continue updating this blog till time's up ? Yeah , maybe . Because I have absolutely nothing to do . Boys , you should SHUT UP ! Damn noisy you know ?! Stop creating noise pollution !! Teacher , you should help to keep them quiet you know ?! Eh , where's my teacher ? I don't see her anywhere . Haizz , dunno where she is luh . Dun care le . Aiya ~ ! OMG , I forgot to update diary also !! All `cause I've been updating this blog so much ! And usually when I write about things , I don't' write it again , so my diary's not been updated for a week already . I should update soon . Time's almost up . I better get going . So , wish me luck for my performance [ the competition ] . Hope my voice will be just right that day , buh-byes !
Muaxx muaxx , Shermin ! (:
Song - Make It Shine .

Photos , photos & photos (:

Photos of the SPLASH ! Safari Show (:

The sea lion , Phillip ! (:

Phillip performing tricks ! (:

Zoo Pictures ! (:

The White Tiger , I love it ! (:

Flowers , and the walkway ..

Bizzare & Beautiful .. (:

A special beautiful butterfly , took ages to catch it's photo ! (:

Photos can say many things ..

Went to the zoo to take photos todae . Got my hands on the D5000 Nikon Camera . Am allowed to take whatever I wan !! (: Dad's using another Nikon Camera - D7000 (: Took loads of pictures .. Am definitely uploading it on Facebook ! (: Will upload some of my favourites here (: Really tired , walked for 6 hours .. But enjoyed my day .. Got scared by some crazy birds who were fighting at Fragile Forest ! It's real scary ! They bite each other ! Eek ! Oh , favourite part is the SPLASH ! Safari Show at the Amphitheatre (: Sea Lion performed . Damn cute !! Will upload the pictures (: Enjoyed my day a lot !! [ err , i said that already right ? hehe ] Showed Dad results on Friday , he scolded a bit . But he let me off this time (; Am gonna work harder to pass my prelim (: Gotta go , buh-bye (:
Muaxx muaxx ,
Shermin ! (:

It's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right ..

Hey there .. I know my Science results alr . Did quite well . Got some problems up my head .. But one of them is a secret . Can't tell . But it has be frustrating me alot . Trying to get over it these few days , and am coping well . Haizz .. I don't know if Dad will scold me for my maths failure badly .. I hope he doesn't .. I'm really afraid . I've sort of been acting not worried about it in front of my friends - they are worse than me . But I'm actually really afraid inside my heart . Wish someone could tell me , everything's okay . Wish someone would assure me . But no one did . I fake smiles to my friends , trying to comfort them . I really don't know what I can do . But acting .. it eventually becomes real . Thn when my friends are feeling better , we have a laugh together . And I feel much better . And .. there are some problems that I'm avoiding .. And I think it's the best to do that . Some things , are best to be kept a secret .

Friends

Hello . I'm here for a quick update on my friends . My best friend now is Germain Ho . She became my best friend some where in mid year , last year .And she still is now (: Shy Yun isn't really suited with me . So , we're really good friends now . My other best friends are Shi Ying , Jocelyn & Gracia . had really really good times with them . Germain's b`dae is just over . Went to her b`dae party and had loads of fun . (: Played a game " Dog & Bone " . Really damn fun . It's now turned into my favourite game (: Oh , Germain has a blog , do visit - http://germainho.blogspot.com/ . I really gotta go now , byes (:

When your hope crashes down ..

Oh my god . I failed my maths . AGAIN !!! I'm seriously hopeless . I'm suck at maths and I'm not working hard enough . And I hate myself for that . Everyone's gonna be SO disappointed in me . I'm gonna pull down their hope in me again . But , seriously , 2 MORE MARKS !!! 2 more damn miserable marks and I'll past !! And I didn't get it . Aw man .... I really gotta try harder . I MUST do well in PSLE . MUST . School's talent competition's around the corner - next week . Rehearsal in 2 days time . Am really nervous .. Have to get up on stage ! OMG , with hundreds of eyes staring at me , and listening to me sing !! I really hope i don't make any mistakes .. Oh , had maths enrichment class todae in school and had loads of fun (: Played games and had a laugh with my teacher . (: Soo .. Other than failing maths , I did quite well for English & Chinese . Haizz .. Gotta go now , buh-byes .

Song - Gift Of A Friend .

These feelings I can shake no more ..

Help .. There's these feelings inside my heart , that I cant seem to shake it off . I'm gonna suffocate . I gotta get it out , but I cant . I dont know how . Exams are over . Maths paper is damn difficult . I'm sure I'm gonna fail . And disappoint everyone . Again . Did quite well for Chinese . Only one who got A . Oh . But what's the point ? Dad doesn't care . As long as my maths fails , I'm gonna get scolded . He doesnt really care about other results . Yeah , like he doesnt care about ... lots of things . Which makes him easier to hurt others . Like me .

Song : Remember When

How could I ever try to be better ?

I don't know how to handle the problems I have with my dad . Sometimes I'm really annoyed and angry at him . And I don't wanna be like that . I knoe it hurts him . But , the way he sometimes treats me , hurts me alot too . So tell me , how could I ever try to be better ? It's just so confusing and frustrating .
More songs - The Outside
A Place In This World

Mother's Day

Hello People ! (: Am up early todae . Am rawkin' with music right now (:
Well , anyway , went out for Mother's Day celebration yesterday . Had great fun ! (: Went to Vivo City . Shop , ate , took photos (: Have already uploaded some on Facebook (:
Played with I-phone all day long too .. Oh , I got a new bag too , picture's on the right (:
Nice eh ? Haizz .. gotta go revise for exams now , buh-bye .

Song for the day - Summer Rain

School Comp Lab

Currently in thy school comp lab . Chinese Class . Did I mention I'll be in thy comp lab thy previous blog post ? I think I did . The class is so damn noisy now . Everybody's on facebook . And some ( very little ) on Twitter . I'm on both . We're supposed to do some chinese assignment , but I've done it already . So I'm playing . Teacher's scanning through everyone's work .. And commanding those who did it badly to redo thy whole thing . I did quite well .. Lucky lucky .. Been practising with my best friends for Talent Competition Semi-Finals . Great , it's fun (: Seriously , my best friend sings better than me . She keeps saying my voice rawks and it's much much better . No no no . She's so god damn better . And she's sure gonna win thy competition ! Am angry with a guy . ( I think I mentioned it already , previous post? ) And it's on for like , 1 and a half days ? Think I'll be like that for a long long time . I really had enough of his teasing already . He'll only shut up if I don't talk to him . Good . And he's so hot tempered too . Wish he'll kick off that habit . Wish he'll change . Oh , there's Music Tech Lesson today . Almost forgot . The lesson's a bit , urm boring . I prefer last year's . Much more interesting . ( no offence )
My phone's recently got corrupted . Oops . Half of my music and data are missing . Had the shock of my life !! >< But I got it fixed myself . Pro ehs ? Lols . Not luh . Speaking of which , I sorta have an interest in technology . Maybe I'd like to study it when I'm older . But , I sorta wanna be an author when I grow up . Or a musician . Or a music composer ? Or song author ? Or an artist ? So many things . Hahaz . Gotta go . Byes .

World's up again (:

Hello. My world's back to normal again. Just for now (: It just keeps crashing down , up again , then it crashes again . Uncontrolable . But life's like this . You can't go back , you can't control anything . You only can walk on . And it's up to you whether you want to be happy or miserable . I chose happy . That's how I got my world up again , but also with the help of my friends . I'm really grateful and lucky to have friends like them . Exams are near , just next week . Hope I do well . Daddy's gonna buy me an i-pod touch if I do . (: School's talent conpetition semi-finals are near too , right after exams . I'm really nervous . I hope I get at least a few votes . I dun care if I lose . I just wan some supporters . But I still hope to get into the finals .
I've been having fun with some of my guy friends , had a laugh (: But my girl-friends are the best (: And , people are teasing me about thy boys that like me , and I really really hate that . I wish they'll stop .