Friends

Hello . I'm here for a quick update on my friends . My best friend now is Germain Ho . She became my best friend some where in mid year , last year .And she still is now (: Shy Yun isn't really suited with me . So , we're really good friends now . My other best friends are Shi Ying , Jocelyn & Gracia . had really really good times with them . Germain's b`dae is just over . Went to her b`dae party and had loads of fun . (: Played a game " Dog & Bone " . Really damn fun . It's now turned into my favourite game (: Oh , Germain has a blog , do visit - http://germainho.blogspot.com/ . I really gotta go now , byes (:

When your hope crashes down ..

Oh my god . I failed my maths . AGAIN !!! I'm seriously hopeless . I'm suck at maths and I'm not working hard enough . And I hate myself for that . Everyone's gonna be SO disappointed in me . I'm gonna pull down their hope in me again . But , seriously , 2 MORE MARKS !!! 2 more damn miserable marks and I'll past !! And I didn't get it . Aw man .... I really gotta try harder . I MUST do well in PSLE . MUST . School's talent competition's around the corner - next week . Rehearsal in 2 days time . Am really nervous .. Have to get up on stage ! OMG , with hundreds of eyes staring at me , and listening to me sing !! I really hope i don't make any mistakes .. Oh , had maths enrichment class todae in school and had loads of fun (: Played games and had a laugh with my teacher . (: Soo .. Other than failing maths , I did quite well for English & Chinese . Haizz .. Gotta go now , buh-byes .

Song - Gift Of A Friend .

These feelings I can shake no more ..

Help .. There's these feelings inside my heart , that I cant seem to shake it off . I'm gonna suffocate . I gotta get it out , but I cant . I dont know how . Exams are over . Maths paper is damn difficult . I'm sure I'm gonna fail . And disappoint everyone . Again . Did quite well for Chinese . Only one who got A . Oh . But what's the point ? Dad doesn't care . As long as my maths fails , I'm gonna get scolded . He doesnt really care about other results . Yeah , like he doesnt care about ... lots of things . Which makes him easier to hurt others . Like me .

Song : Remember When

How could I ever try to be better ?

I don't know how to handle the problems I have with my dad . Sometimes I'm really annoyed and angry at him . And I don't wanna be like that . I knoe it hurts him . But , the way he sometimes treats me , hurts me alot too . So tell me , how could I ever try to be better ? It's just so confusing and frustrating .
More songs - The Outside
A Place In This World

Mother's Day

Hello People ! (: Am up early todae . Am rawkin' with music right now (:
Well , anyway , went out for Mother's Day celebration yesterday . Had great fun ! (: Went to Vivo City . Shop , ate , took photos (: Have already uploaded some on Facebook (:
Played with I-phone all day long too .. Oh , I got a new bag too , picture's on the right (:
Nice eh ? Haizz .. gotta go revise for exams now , buh-bye .

Song for the day - Summer Rain

School Comp Lab

Currently in thy school comp lab . Chinese Class . Did I mention I'll be in thy comp lab thy previous blog post ? I think I did . The class is so damn noisy now . Everybody's on facebook . And some ( very little ) on Twitter . I'm on both . We're supposed to do some chinese assignment , but I've done it already . So I'm playing . Teacher's scanning through everyone's work .. And commanding those who did it badly to redo thy whole thing . I did quite well .. Lucky lucky .. Been practising with my best friends for Talent Competition Semi-Finals . Great , it's fun (: Seriously , my best friend sings better than me . She keeps saying my voice rawks and it's much much better . No no no . She's so god damn better . And she's sure gonna win thy competition ! Am angry with a guy . ( I think I mentioned it already , previous post? ) And it's on for like , 1 and a half days ? Think I'll be like that for a long long time . I really had enough of his teasing already . He'll only shut up if I don't talk to him . Good . And he's so hot tempered too . Wish he'll kick off that habit . Wish he'll change . Oh , there's Music Tech Lesson today . Almost forgot . The lesson's a bit , urm boring . I prefer last year's . Much more interesting . ( no offence )
My phone's recently got corrupted . Oops . Half of my music and data are missing . Had the shock of my life !! >< But I got it fixed myself . Pro ehs ? Lols . Not luh . Speaking of which , I sorta have an interest in technology . Maybe I'd like to study it when I'm older . But , I sorta wanna be an author when I grow up . Or a musician . Or a music composer ? Or song author ? Or an artist ? So many things . Hahaz . Gotta go . Byes .

World's up again (:

Hello. My world's back to normal again. Just for now (: It just keeps crashing down , up again , then it crashes again . Uncontrolable . But life's like this . You can't go back , you can't control anything . You only can walk on . And it's up to you whether you want to be happy or miserable . I chose happy . That's how I got my world up again , but also with the help of my friends . I'm really grateful and lucky to have friends like them . Exams are near , just next week . Hope I do well . Daddy's gonna buy me an i-pod touch if I do . (: School's talent conpetition semi-finals are near too , right after exams . I'm really nervous . I hope I get at least a few votes . I dun care if I lose . I just wan some supporters . But I still hope to get into the finals .
I've been having fun with some of my guy friends , had a laugh (: But my girl-friends are the best (: And , people are teasing me about thy boys that like me , and I really really hate that . I wish they'll stop .